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 "What’s worse, new wounds which
are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never
did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been
and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the
future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some
things we just have to learn over and over and over again."

"People have scars. In all sorts
of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories.
Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing
behind but a scar. But some of them don’t. Some wounds we carry with us
everywhere and though the cut’s long gone, the pain still lingers."

 "We all think we’re going to be
great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But
sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in
comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our
expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing.
Still, the expected’s just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our
lives."

"No matter how hard you’ve fight it, you fall.. And it’s scary as hell.. Except,if there’s an upside to free falling, it’s the chance you give your friends to catch you."

cited from : Grey’s anatomy

hai semua..
sbnrnya udah lama aku pgn ngungkapin ini..
knapa ya kok lama2 testi digunakan sbg ajang utk ngobrol2?
bukankah sharusnya testi tu isinya pendapat mengenai sang pemilik account tersebut?
sbnrnya aku ada niatan utk mengembalikan fungsi testi ke jalan yg benar..tp kyknya udah terlanjur byk yg menganut faham ini shg agak sukar tuk dirubah..(aduh,bahasanya!)

dulu agak heran jg sih sama org2 yg ngobrol di testi, dan skali lagi krn sudah terlalu byk yg melakukannya..
terpaksa saya ikutan..haha…
habiss,,yg mulai duluan jg temen saya sih..
dia ngajak ngobrol di testi..trus saya bales..trus dia bales lg..eh trus ada temen lain lagi yg nanya2 kabar jg lwt testi..dan terpaksa harus kubalas juga..
dan akhirnya…keterusan deeeee….
haha….

tp sbnrnya dlm lubuk hati saya yg paling dalam msh sebel kok sama hal ini..
yg tadinya kita bisa baca ttg pendapat2 org mengenai sang pemilik account, eh skrg yg ada malah obrolan2 yg kita nggak ngerti sama sekali..
mksdku..mbok ya kalo ngobrol tu di message aja..
apa gunanya message coba? ya kan?

haha..kok aku jd marah2 ya?
bodo amat.. blog saya ini..

entah kenapa,,
sepertinya bulu idungku hbs disangkutin ma baunya ruang anatomi..
hbsnya aku kemana-mana tapi baunya kok sama terus ya?
bau agak amis bercampur formalin gt,, sampe makanan yg aku makan ikutan bau amis,, pdhl cuma Tahu doank!
aduuh,, mulai kamis besok kyknya aku hrs sangu minyak kayu putih..
sampe sekarang nih ya,,bau laptopku aja kyk bau amis..aduuuh,,hidupku jd bau amis!halah!

yasud ah,,sgini aja mimpinya..
skrg mau belajar anatomi lg!hiks2…
Gluteaaaaa!!! i’m comiiiiiiinngggg!!!!

I would like to write a reference
about a movie I’ve just seen.. it’s “step up”

Well, it sounds like any other
dancing movie,, yes it is..

But it gave me some other detail
of the story that telling us about love..

Not just a love between a man and
a woman,, (and surely not just about dancing!) but also between brothers,
friends, best friend, mom and child. All are wrapped in ”step up”.

 It’s about how to accept someone just the way
she or he is.. we can’t see what’s deep inside the truth is all about without
seeing it directly and try to understand what we see..and it won’t works just
by hearing with your ears, but you have to add it with empathy or even
sympathy. ~Well yes this is what I’ve learned lately.

Then It also tell us about how a
talent works in harmony with the thing we enjoy the most.. and nobody can stop
us with this kind of thing. because actually, this is not just us who’s playing
a role, but also our soul. We all know that heart and soul can not
lie, rite?

Easy guys,, there won’t be some
tears in watching this movie.. it is just good for you to watch in a “have
nothing to do” time (like what just happened in me)..

But I think this is a great one!
Because I’ve learned something from this. And you should agree with me if you
are a “melancholy enough” one..

Actually,,I like channing tatum
(the actor here.huahaha..)..because I’ve just seen his last two movie..and he’s
so cool!! What a gentle man!

Aaahhh,,if only I can dance… I
would dance with my own music, my own arrangement, my own lyric, my own voice..
and I will mix it with the love I have from people around me.. and it must be a great show ever in town!

Great!!

But wait,, where’s my patients?
Haha.. ~(I’ve just back to my real life)

well,,cuma mau cerita pengalaman dikit,,

my 1st experience in anatomy!

kata2 yg wajib dicamkan dr dosen! "tiada hari tanpa anatomi kecuali sabtu dan minggu" (-red)

hmmm,,sbnrnya cuma pgn cerita pas bedah mayat aja sih,,

pertama2,,persiapan alat2 perang..

kedua,,mencukur semua rambut yg menempel ditubuh cadaver..

ketiga,,menguliti regio femoralis ventralis alias paha bagian depan. setelah paha dibuka,,langsung keliatan dagingnya (kebetulan cadaver kita kebagian yg kurus buanget,,kakek2 gt deh kyknya..) tapi bagi kelompok lain yg dapet cadaver yg gemuk,,terpaksa harus menghilangkan tumpukan2 lemak setebal beberapa centi yg berwarna kuning dan sukses membuatku terngiang2 dan makanan dilidahku jd tdk berasa enaknya..

pertemuan selanjutnya,, menjelajah isi paha.. menelusuri saraf,,vena,,arteri,,otot,,dsb..  trus2,,tdp 1 korban pingsan dan 1 korban lagi muntah2.. dan yg jelas banyak korban skitar 200an(alias semuanya) bercucuran air mata akibat formalin yg sgt kuat..

fiuuhh..kira2 ada kejadian apa lg ya selasa besok dan setiap selasa dan kamisku selanjutnya??

tunggu aja!